post PDA

erm, i guess because of recently i fall in errr some kind of trap, keep post some errr special blogpost, si tankimfong bu gan yuan me eh she said i PDA, erm this PDA not tat Personal Digital Assistant la ok not HTC not android not iphone tat PDA..its....u go check google la yiuh..lazy wan explian alot..later tiok suan pulok wan cendeng here :s

recently quite busy on work la plus not enough kakitangan, do till cannot breathe? but ok la still can online facebook msn everyday, not so cham jugok la haha, sei lar all i say finish !

my U de convo settle d lo, all my frens graduated smooth smooth, but not me HAHA..kebetulan i was there in Kuching ma for some *private n confidential* reasons, so i get to meet some of my friends too..so we were yamcha-ing lo 4 of us...then got 1 gal, she is my fren's coursemate tat know me ane ane nia..so of coz she dunno wat had happened on me lo..

so she asked " so urs was yesterday rite? how u feel eh? when u stepping up to the stage n walkin towards to take ur cert, u got nervous ma u got leg soft ma ur heart beat got pip pop pip pop ma?

another 2 ppl are both my frens. their face terus -.- n look at the girl HAHAHAHAHA

so i said ' err dunno eh i no walk eh yesterday" (steady ma this respond??)

the girl start hin d she " har ?? err..?? hmm???"

so 1 of my fren terus " oh no la he not yet eh, soon to be"

the girl pun sek do la she terus " oh i see i see hahaha"

so i pun terus change topic into " eh i heard bla bla bla like this like this" so tat the environment better a bit if not the girl paise ma..

then my fren all sipe miss me eh i gaso, said doh i sipe good person 1, sipe frenly 1, u all never blif it ! so everyone, i mean those close to me de la, called me n asked me " eh siao i heard u in kuching noh come come arrange time meeet meet a while also good !" coz i told not all ma, i know they will go spread..so i pun try to meet lo when free, but susah also coz they convo ma wan photo session lui wan celebrate lui wan bring family here there lui wan err i dunno la alot to do also eh...

but congrats to them la anyway,everyone smooth smooth get the cert n now all smooth smooth working now..good to hear that..

fiuh

back from outstation.learned alot thanks to my 2 siao but serious sifu.

but on the other hand feel sorry to my gf, pasal due to my job, i terignore her alot..she has been so understanding n caring to me when she knows i kepala sakit with my job.

but i've been intolerable recently, i dunno izzit because of my work, or because of my U de case :s i also gaso tiok i diff a bit d..

pls ppl, help me to remind me all the time, from time to time, till the end of time..tat i must be the ngkhenghong tat once impressed ppl especially yeaphuithin, so tat i wont upset her =)

thankyou verymuch ppl, n thank you very much yeaphuithin.

0-1-7

my work is a challenging task, i dun even know if i can handle it well as i always did in everything..i found that i've lost my faith on myself in this recent years,pressure arr !!!!

si bo si sipe hairan n pelik saw i use pressure on myself? i used to be the most impossible to mention pressure or tension in my life, but apparently sudah my time come haha !

i can sense that i had, i am n i will upset alot ppl that have alot of faith in me.in almost everything, every aspect every incident..

none can help me also la, one of my fren used to said i am mentality strong n i hav rock will determination, tapi gaso-gaso now no more nih !

sometimes fed up lah on myself.

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the greater power i got, the greater responsibility i have?

mati lah saya ini macam

because i no power langsung worr